I've been saying sorry a lot over the past two days, for just about everything,  and it's....frustrating. For the first time in months, all I have is a set of emotions that don't correspond with thoughts or events, so I've been thrown back and forth between how I feel and what has been going on. I think I went through eight moods in half an hour on the plane, that held no relation to another? I don't get it. I don't know where this came from and it's frustrating.

But I really have to say it; I'm sorry. Especially to Wataru and Ruki. You're the two people who are the closest to me and I got so caught up with everything that's been going on, that I pushed you two away.

I'll be in Seoul for the next three days (thank you, hormones, for deciding I was too bored), but the phone will be around. For the next few days, you're dialing at your own risk, I'm not really at the point of making sense. (Which is why I made this entry public; I talk to a lot of people who aren't on my friends' list.)

Happy '09, ladies and gents.

friend cut.
this is the new year and i'm not putting up with utter bullshit.
if you want to change my mind; talk to me, but after all of this complete crap?
good luck.


i'm also cutting people i don't talk to anymore.